Were having a party...

I love birthdays it is such a special day and time, a holiday all about you, well a good friend of mine had his birthday last night and i persuaded him to throw the party at the local swingers club... all i can say is i wish it was his birthday everyday, or at least wish we could throw a very merry un birthday party like that more often...



Because it was the first real winter weather of the year the crowd was thin and felt like the whole club was ours for a private party, we had such a wonderful time giving a tour to james a friend i dragged along for his first night at the club, being me i got separated from the party early having to dash to the loo and then running into people i knew and getting a little caught up and a proper greeting i was rubbing tonys hard cock in my hands when i remembered that i had left the birthday boy his date hot little ashley and my own "virgin" date... So i had to give him a peck and hug and dash off to find the group stuck checking out the first room a red light medical room, which could be fun but just wasn't what i was craving...



To be honest I wanted to ride the sybis it was all that i could think of, you see I just ordered my first Hitachi online and i was waiting for my magic wand to arrive and i was craving that intense out board motor style vibe to the clit... So i just let everyone know where i was headed and they seemed to like the idea because they followed me, Now I ask you what is better then one sybis in a little room, Two sybis-es in a little room, not long and we were off to the races ashley mounted on one with myself on the other, it was a hot wet howling good time...



i was of course the first to strip down to my slinky black slip with tears in the lace bodice and little rips in the hem that was just high enough to show my friend a flash of pink and nude lace bikini briefs, I happen to have done my recon and i know he has a panty fetish so i rubbed his face in it a bit slipping my hem line up as i got ready to mount the device, I love to tease then please but i had decided that the most pleasing thing for everyone involved would be for me to take my pleasure with relish...



with open delight i ground down on the vibe and the door was open everyone was just sitting around watching me, and well me being me i asked for a dick to suck on "I feel silly somebody let me suck your dick," and a nice stranger stepped up whipped out a tasty clean cock and let me set to suckling...

I am sure i shared the trick that when i want to cum harder i distract myself by giving oral then when the clitoral stimulation overcomes the distraction i cum so hard i cant stand up... well needless to say i didn't last all to long and mercifully he gave me the speed i needed before i knew it i was cumming to the point of distraction and then i hopped up had laugh made my thanks and took james on the rest of the tour...

showing him the mirror room and the swing room and all of the other delights.... we went back to the main level to wait for a few other members of the party to join us, heather and lars got there and we sang and cut the cake, making sure everyone who needed it got a bit of sugar to rush on, then we went to play ending back up on the sybis james was a little more comfortable by now and he took the controls with quite a bit of authority, he was running it just right building and backing down, taking complete control of me...

I have to say that i love that change that comes over somebody who knows what they are doing when they let their inner Dom out, and he just transformed before my eyes from what seemed to be a shy and social awkward man to the incredible powerful Dom that i had no idea he could be. I was very very very impressed.

i just cant believe how sensitive he was to every sound and breath of mine, he knew to the second when i was climbing to that peak and would with no mercy switch down to nothing. Ohh i am so wet thinking about but he made me beg like nobody has ever made me beg for release, sure i was just playing along at first talking dirty but in minutes he had me begging with all my heart and soul for that peak that was so close i could taste more times then i can say, cranking me closer and higher and then just then that seconds away feeling would flood into me and he would CLICK it OFF, i kid you not i was howling for my release by the time the rest of the party wandered back upstairs...

In a sexual daze from his powerful teasing i was utterly at his mercy and would have followed any command if the reward would be release finally when i was going mad screaming my pleas begging him to make me cum to give me more please just for a sec more, he let it on full blast and i came so hard i soaked the machine and my thighs with my cum, i shook apart for what felt like forever but could only have been seconds then i lifted off leaping up to take my clit from the powerful vibe, oh my oh yes...

then i grabbed the birthday boy by the hand and dragged him down the hall so i could ride him into oblivion, gathering myself after that escapade we headed down the hall back toward the room were i had abandoned my purse, only to find a rider on the horse so to say, her Dom controlling her james ordered me back onto the other one and even though my pussy was still warm i got right back in the saddle for more since races rock but that naughty birthday boy had a surprise for us and he passed Lars the riding crop to use on jewels and he started to use a buggy whip on my back and ass, my head down almost to the floor my clit grinding on the vibrating pummel i submitted to the whipping taking all that i could of their attention and loving it until i could hold back no more and begging for release i finally was permitted/forced to cum, and boy did i ever this one ripped though me and made me quake...

still there was a rider who hadn't had a turn yet so with a little encouragement ashley unbuttoned her blouse and got on the symbis her beautiful red hair shaking with her entire body as she bore down on the ride, then because james wanted more "races" i got back on the other one and the birthday boy and james set about driving us both crazy, at one point i was playing with her breasts holding the nipples out for the smack of the crop on the pink buds, but because of the crowd ashley turned to face the wall feeling shy that so many men were standing in awe stroking the erections she had caused them to sprout. with her back to the door her sexy black cotton panties were the focus of everyone's attention as her ass quivered in time to the powerful vibrations, i came screaming my bliss to the world as james glassy eyed smacked his hand on her tight ass...

I can not for the life of me think of a better way to spend the night then that, it was more then awesome it was amazing all the way around i only hope my friends had half as much fun as i did...

Plan for a grand adventure

A game on a grand scale and an adventure that can not be matched, when the time for play draws near I will be ready and i want you to play along with me, I will be more then sure to share what adventure i am off on at the moment but i can not stand the shallow pursuit of simple sex. I want a grand adventure a sure way to amuse myself and enjoy. I love to write and i know that i enjoy shareing my sexual escapades but for some reason my muse has not been amusing and well when that happens what can you do but take a break and try again later.

Fantasy In Motion

As I wander thru this life and all that it is i learn more and more about my self and the world. about the universe and my dreams, what drives me to action and what only stirs my mind with few other results. A truth I would like to propose is that our fantasies are in motion, we are all in a flux between what we want and what we have, as we get what we are after that goal will just change so that we want more...



What a wonderful order for my life to fall into, I form a true DESIRE which will prompt ACTION and that will produce in my reality REWARDS in the form of what i DESIRE. How wonderful is that system, but wait it gets better because left as is i would quickly have everything i want from the world and be left with nothing to desire, and we know a life without desire is not for me. So the universe lets me refine and detail my dreams as i go as they take shape in my mind and form in my life. Fantasy in motion, contently being able to write in more and more of my own content to my life....



No longer will i be a slave to the programing i was born with to the life station i am pre assigned from birth. I am free to CREATE with my MIND and BODY a better world for myself. I have the TOOLS that i need in order to have everything i desire so long as i can keep setting further goals and fostering new desire in my soul. It is a matter of staying in a constant state of motion in the direction of the emotion of joy, relief and bliss. It is time to wake up and move in the direction of my desire, to keep my fantasy in motion i must be moving towards it.

fantasy

Once there was a girl with red brown hair and giant doe eyes and a sweet smile. she traveled though life on a wing and a prayer. she did some things she was sorry for and other things she was proud of but mostly was a hedonist doing what she enjoyed which just happened to be bringing joy to others. She would work every day to make at least one person feel good, she was honest and true and always remembered to be nice because nice mattered to her. She lived by the motto love like you have never been hurt. Which lead her to so much heartache she would cry herself to sleep.

One night outside her yurt an older man was passing by and heard the beautiful young women crying all alone at the edge of a field under a full moon, praying for the night to deliver someone to love her. The old man had often seen her walking in the village laughing with her friends she always seemed busy and happy he never once thought she might need someone to need her. He called to the girl in the moonlight scaring her a bit and asked her why she felt so alone, the girl replied unsure yet of who was in the brush, that even though she was surrounded by people no one understood her, no one would take charge of her, and more then anything she could imagine she wanted to have a strong wise man take her in hand and teach her and love her but more then that she wanted him to know her, really know her.

Hidden in the bush the man was afraid to speak or move for fear this was all a dream and pressing through the brush would push him through the veil and back into himself away from her. Back to days of watching this lovely girl from afar seeing her flounder but afraid to cast her the line of his wisdom knowing in the end when the final line is written we all lose everything we love and the crushing pain of death and harder agony of those who chose to flee will end every love, friendship or hatred on earth. No matter how close we get to other humans death will part us all, ending petty differences in an instant. Finely he was all alone to watch the pretty girls and dream but never draw nearer unless he could find the courage he needed to answer her desperate call with his real self. So hidden behind his walls he never imagined love, Until now, calling out again he cried to her that she was no mystery to him, for years he watched he tells her her favorite color is green and her eyes are brown and deep but flash gold in the sun, that when she is sick she likes to be alone, and that when she laughs really hard she snorts and more he told her his dreams of her in the future he seduced her with praise for her talents and she in turn began to bloom under the moonlight. At last pushing his had through the bush the sting of the branches relieved him surely he was awake or they would have parted for him like velvet curtains instead of resisting his motion as if to protect the damsel at the edge of the field, at the edge of discovery....

the value of escape

sometimes my mind can only hold so much their isnt enough space in my head for life and reality i cannot cope i do not have enough space in my mind that is so over whelmed i cannot think of everything and as worries pile on it feels like i cant think of anything,



my mind goes racing along worry after worry fear overwhelming me i am parilized with anxiety, there is so much going on right now. there are so many things i just dont have any control over things i want to fix, my sisters radiation keeps cooking her brain and her thought process is even worse, now they have stopped her chemo because her platelets are to low. she is now bumping her aderol so for an hour or so she will be super hyper and i just cant keep up then she crashes out, she cant think for herself and wont listen to anyone who is trying to help her, i feel so powerless and as i see her get weaker and more confused i wish it was me instead,



she was so smart such an amazing teacher she loves to make things buetaful she just touched so many lifes she had so many dreams and plans, she has so much to live for, such a wonderful future planned for herself she has always known what she wanted to do and who she wanted to be, she loves life even now with stage three brain cancer and radiation cooking her brain she is so full of hope and faith in the future. which kills me in her shoes i would have given up years ago, in my shoes im ready to give up now but not her she went on to have her wonderful son and still plans for a future with him,



it should have been me with cancer, i never had a future planned i am suprised to be alive and not always happy about it, i never had ambition or a plan, sure before i got sick i wanted to be the best in my feild i wanted a home and life of my own i was working hard and living with someone i loved then wham i get sick with this pain and fatigue that never goes away i cant do what i did i cant work anymore and work was my life, so i have a nervous break down i cant mentaly handle the physical stress on my body. i was quite simply broken and i wanted to quit i tried several times over the worse years of my life to kill myself. of course it didnt work i ended up in a coma for several days and waking up to spend time in the stress center trying to figure out a way to cope with my new limits...



once i got the worst of the pain under control the thoughts of death as an escape went away, then with my sisters cancer coming back it just seems so selfesh and fucked up for me to want to die while she is trying so hard to live, things are so not fair i wish i could have her cancer and she could live a wonderful life but i cant change who has what wrong with them i cant change anything and i know that suicide solves nothing i am a sane and inteligant human being



still i cant help but wonder sometimes about the promise of oblivion brought with death, in the space of ten minutes i could end it all and never hurt worry or feel afraid again. nothingness sounds like bliss sometimes but i know dont worry i know it solves nothing that is selfesh and unforgivable and i am not sure what happens to us when we die but people who kill themselfs for purely selfish reasons probably dont reap many rewards for it,



im sorry for the drama i dont mean to scare people but i cant be the only person who gets that next bit of bad news and feels the camels back break inside their mind, i dont think its unique to think of death as an escape, it just scares me because of how close i have come to suceeding in the past that when now i feel overwhelmed and my thoughts turn to death as an escape for myself. of course i wont i love my family to much and they have suffered so much already that no matter how i much i might want to take a pass on finding out whats next i wont because it would crush them sucide is devistating to the survivors I am just not selfish enough to hurt them to save myself.



i want to quit it all, i dont want to wake up tommorow and face my life as i know it, i need to vent so bad i could scream, i havent dealt in any healthy way with my grief the feeling of guilt for not being with my gramps when he needed me most for not even getting to say goodbye, i was going to threapy every other week before i came to florida. i am a huge fan of therapy and think that everyone over twenty needs therpy and i have an appointment for the 20th after im home. however until then i owe you guys a nickle for free





dont have enough money to make it the next two weeks much less till the end of the month,

Having A Tequila Threesome...

At a lovely little party I had what was for me a far to large quantity of alcohol, i know i said i was going to lay off the liquor for a while but i really picked a bad time to try that idea out, i know adding a depressant to an already depressing situation seems like it will only make things worse but i find a well placed shot or six can take my mind off things for a minute of peace....



I just was looking for my minute of peace, but what i found was bliss it was such a nice night drinking and playing games getting to be my flirty over the top usual fun loving self but i was just a shade or three past buzz, there were several women at the party lovely bi and bi curious women in a house in lingerie with a drunken me, which could spell disaster especially when you factor in that it had been three weeks since i had gotten to touch any pussy but my own, i was jonesing and hard for a little tasty lick or two...



oh I'm pretty sure i was at one point sitting upside down on the couch to get the blood in my head while i rubbed one off watching good porn upside down, needless to say i hit my happy place then pulled the cute blond into the bedroom so i could ravish her, we started out one on one until a friend joined us, i don't want to get into nasty steamy juicy dirty details here but i do want to say Holy Shit and Thank You... wow i had so much fun so thank you everyone who was there, for making my night wonderful and exactly what i needed, hope i didn't do anything to ruin your night while i was blasted and if my attention was unwanted or offensive to anyone sorry to have bothered you, but all that aside, i think we all had fun i know i had a wonderful time and like i said it was just what the Dr ordered for me...

Fresh Faces

I love new dates, meeting potential playmates and for me everybody holds a little potential at least at first, still it has been over a month since i have done the first date with a couple, sitting around sipping coffee and speaking frankly with grown ups, two of my favorite past times, plus it is exciting to meet new friends from here people who i can sit and picture naked most times, either way i know enough to have some very ocuping mental images while we sit and talk...



i picture myself on my knees face down ears deep in that lovely dripping pussy, pressing her buttons with my tounge, feeling her thighs wrap around my head shaking with her pleasure, i imagine him behind me standing with my ass pumped up in the air and i can almost feel him fucking me deep and doggy with that thick cock i caught a glipse of, i would rock my tight pussy around him and ride his cock untill i was creaming all over his balls...



So i sit and nurse my white chocolate mohca, fantasy running wild in my mind, what i cant wait to do to this unsuspecting couple, oh i do hope i can show them a wonderful time....

Dear Daddy...

I just felt inspired to write this little love letter just for you, God i miss you, so i was sitting up awake at 5:30 am. so tired i cant go to sleep and i put on my soothing music and I'm listening to these songs i have heard a hundred times and you have made real and personal to me, it says how i really feel about what i have found with you...

so once again in a style i often make fun of i will quote a song, only because it says what i mean so much better then i could, this isn't the whole song just the parts i cant stop playing while i think about you, and miss you, and wish i could just hold you,

Thank you for making music mean more to then ever before, Thank you for being my valentine

Know that you are loved by me for so many reasons, these songs are once again from India.Arie some how i cant get enough of her when I'm upset or need to be soothed,

The Truth -India.Arie

Let me tell you why I love him (besides amazing kinky sex)
Cause he is the truth (And he tells the truth)
Said he is so real And I love the way that he makes me feel (Like i deserve to be loved by someone as wonderful as him)
And if I am a reflection of him then I must be fly because His light it shines so bright I wouldn't lie (I mean this whole part while my life is falling into chaos, he is my light at the end of this tunnel)
I remember the very first day that I saw him I found myself immediately intrigued by him (Remember the orgy, but really it all started here first)
It's almost like I knew this man from another life Like back then maybe I was his husband maybe he was my wife (That must be why it feels so natural for me to fuck you)
And even,things I don't like about him are fine with me (They really are I even like how you breath while you sleep)
Cause it's not hard for me to understand him cause he's so much like me (We really are kindred spirits)
And it's truly my pleasure to share his company (I do treasure every second of your time that I get)
And I know that it's God's gift to breathe The air he breathes (what i wouldn't give to be in the same room as you)
How can the same man that makes me so mad (Did you know you have yet to make me mad, I hadn't realized that)
If he ever left me I wouldn't even be sad no Cause there's a blessin' in every lesson And I'm glad that I knew him at all (Know that this is so true, what ever heartbreak this path may bring i am grateful to walk it with you for as long as you want me, and whatever time we have i will always cherish and love you in my heart)
I love the way he speaks (Especially when i need my little pep talks, you will never know how much they mean to me)
I love the way he thinks (Politics aside)
I love the way that he treats his mama (I never met your mother but I love the way that you treat your children and that counts for even more in my book)
I love that gap in between his teeth (Cause i like to flick my tongue across it and it is kinda cute)
I love him in every way that a woman can love a man (Every way that counts for anything at all)
From personal to universal but most of all It's unconditional (I mean this also I may someday stop liking you but I will never stop liking you)
You know what I'm talking about (maybe not but at least now you have a better idea)

OK now i know I'm rambling but i mean it so much and i want to send you one more song that says it all without explanation, except that it means so much each line so read it and think of what it means to me, you really are everything i asked for in my prayers, my lifes inspiration, you are indeed my beautiful surprise, and dosen't it seem like yesterday...

Beautiful Surprise -India.Arie

It's like yesterday didn't even know your name
Now today You're always on my mind
I never could have predicted that I'd feel this way
You are a beautiful surprise
Intoxicated every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high
It's almost like I didn't even have a choice
You are a beautiful surprise
Whatever it is that you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we are written in the stars
I don't know what the future hold
But I'm living in the moment
And I'm thankful for the man that you are, you are, you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You are a beautiful surprise
You are an inspiration to my life
You are the reason why I smile
You are a beautiful surprise

Daddy I am here to learn from you, to take anything you offer me in lessons, I do love the way that you make me feel and it means so much to me that you let me into your life, I treasure every second of time we have, I hope this post wasn't to crazy stalker chick for you, but it is almost valentines and i am so glad you will be mine... Thank you for helping me keep my sanity at time when i feel torn by the world, somehow fates aligned to put us into each others liefs at this point in time, and thank you just cant say enough to tell you how grateful i am to have found my safe harbor in this storm that my life has become and i am thankful for the man that you are my silver fox... Now everyone quit reading daddy's love note and go listen to these songs, she sings it so much better then i type it...

trival pursuits...

last night was just what i needed i had a shot of whiskey and waited for the party to start at a local little bar where TASA members where gonna go play trivia... Which was super fun it was 60's theme pop quiz with a side game of trivia on the tv... it was fun and a great crowd came it was nice to meet everyone and relax in good company, i had set up to meet a new friend at the bar well before... hes on the way to get me now... hope to finish this post before mid-night but it might be in the morning... its just what i needed to get my head straight...

loving drama

I have decided there are way to many people who love to play in the muck and drama both online and off. I don't understand it, sometimes i wonder if they know what they are doing or if it all subconscious. some kind of deep seeded need for turmoil.

I really do feel that chaos isn't good for the soul, when we are surrounded by chaos and turmoil then we will be filled with chaos and turmoil. doesn't a life filled with peace and comfort seem so much smarter. I see the people online that cant leave well enough alone, someone wrote me an email today that says it best opinions are like assholes everybody has one and most of them stink. when people don't get along online it is a huge world wide web cant they just both do their own thing.

I guess it just makes to much sense for some people because there are people who just love the attention and drama which they for the most part create for themselves and others. I had blocked out so much of my childhood memory's of my sister and now i am remembering why she is one of the many mis-guided souls who love to agitate and stir up drama. she plays people which makes it hard to help her and be around her all the time.

i understand now why my help was so needed, she doesn't have allot of people who want to help her right now and i think that is tied directly to the fact that she loves to create drama, and when you are sick and need help it is knowingly shitting in your own nest to keep trying to make the people who are here to help bad and aggravated

of course the net mirrors life in that people online also look for the drama, who love to stir the pot and cant leave well enough alone, by writing this i run the risk of being mistaken for one of those people my own self which isn't my intention really i just feel overwhelmed by the drama i am drowning in. I'm just looking for some understanding into people who manipulate and attack, who stir the pot and shit in their own nest. I needed to vent to let it out i am just about crazy already and my trip isn't half way done, yet...

so please, for your own sake don't be an agitator, online or in real life the chaos will age you make you ill and unhappy, if you cant make a situation better by adding your two sense then keep it to yourself, be kind, think before you speak or type, things are hard for everyone and getting harder aren't they so try to do no harm with your words and deeds, savor the peace you can find,

hope no one misunderstands the reason for this post i just needed to vent, its hard to face Florida, almost every bad thing that ever happened to me in life has happened to me in Florida and it fucks with me to be here... i love my sister and i love you guys sometimes i just need to let it out a little...

wishing you all peace love and happiness... i always have said that i would never post song lyrics, but i should know by now to never say never... when i get a little stressed music really helps and i have this one song from india.arie that i think just applies so well to this situation it sums up just how i feel about it and if you haven't heard her perform this song i strongly recommend searching for it online...
Get It Together

One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you like your kin
Kept it inside, didn't tell no one else
Didn't even wanna admit it to yourself
And now your chest burns and your back aches
From 15 years of holding the pain
And now you only have yourself to blame
If you continue to live this way


Get it together
You wanna heal your body
Get it together
You have to heal your heart
Whatsoever you sow you will reap
Get it together
You can fly fly

Dark future ahead of me
That's what they say
I'd be starving if I ate all the lies they fed
Cause I've been redeemed from your anguish and pain
A miracle child I'm floating on a cloud
Cause the words that come from your mouth
You're the first to hear
Speak words of beauty and you will be there
No matter what anybody says
What matters most is what you think of yourself

The choice is yours
No matter what it is
To choose life is to choose to forgive
You don't have to try
To hurt him and break his pride
Just shake that weight off
And you'll be ready to fly

One shot to your heart without breaking your skin
No one has the power to hurt you like your friends
Thought it would never change but as time moved on
That ugly duckling grew up to be a swan
And now your chest burns and your back aches
Because now the years are showing up on your face
But you'll never be happy
And you'll never be whole
Until you see the beauty in growing old

you can live or you can die
you know that life is a choice
you make you can give or you can take.

I love how she sooths me, thank you india.arie...

girls wanted

"my name is corydory and i want to recruit you" what it takes to be a gang bang girl or really just a good group player is a spirit of adventure, confidence and a willingness to try new things...

i want to be specific here so that we are all on the same page when i say a gang bang girl i mean the kind of girl who can walk into a room of six or eight men and want to fuck them all, this is only my opinion and i don't mean for this to apply to everyone who does a gang bang but i want to share with you why i love them why i feel like a good gang bang is worth the work to set up and totally worth the way to play, if i had the choice between a hot sexy night where one man gets me off ten times or a night where i get off ten men the ten men win every time with me, i love to make ten men cum and be happy...

i know it seems strange to say i do gang bangs because I'm a giver but that's the deal i love to please the masses i get off on getting the men off, but the side effect off that the reward for all my selflessness is that the men are there to get me off i have that pleasure of the men all working to make me cum, feeling every ones hands and eyes urging me to greater and greater pleasure it is a heady sensation to be the center of that much sexual energy at one time...

why i think most women would enjoy gang bang besides the new pleasure of being the center of every ones efforts to make you cum and feel good, besides how amazingly breathtakingly erotic it is to feel so many hands on your body stimulation on every point of your body there is the pleasure of knowing you are so sexy and ll of these men just want you so much they are lined up to take you...

i mean anyone considering a gang bang should have already done the little two male threesome at the least so you know how wonderful it is to suck some dick while you are getting fucked good and strong doggy style or be spread out with a man fucking your face and hot pussy both at once, some women even played with DP all i can say is when its good its very very good and when it ain't it ain't... either with or with out anal it is just basic science a women can wear out more then a handful of men at a time, with rotations and rest periods though a good gang bang can last long enough to leave everyone tired and sore...

another benefit to a gang bang is it is a safer way to meet more men, and make informed decisions about them, if you are looking for a good friend a man to pal around with you meet him at the bar and hang out if you are looking for a fuck buddy you set up a gang bang and make an informed decision before you invest a lot of time into a relationship, not to sound ruthless but then you can tell if it works sexual for you not...

but even if you are in a relationship with someone you love gang bangs are a great time they are designed to get the gang bang girls off and to make her feel like the center of every ones desire, which is a wonderful feeling it is a real confidence boost to be that desired...

i guess the long and short of what I'm saying is if this is something you are curious about you should try it, i for one am a huge fan i cant believe how easy and fun it feels to dive right in...

I needed a treat...

If you follow the blog you will know i have not had anything sexually satisfying since Sunday a week ago... i mean it has been forever or seems that way a whole week and a thousand miles and i needed a treat, selfish and greedy i just wanted to get my treat...



I am a unique little sex machine I run on pure cum and i was on empty. Last night i went and meet the locals at a little house party, it was fun with some promising results and today i got an email command to meet a man, i had made a joke the night before that i can cum when called and so i figured this counted as a call. besides i wanted my treat and i was hoping he had it for me...



I was early but i always am either early or late so i headed in and had a seat on the couch we talked for almost two hours and it was nice to chat but the whole time i was thinking, would you just shove your dick down my throat already, i need my treat i want to suck your dick already...



well finally i got my tits out and in his face he sure knows what to do to a nipple to make it feel right i almost came from his playing with my tits he just knew what to do, but i was trying to get my hands on his cock as the erection was growing under my fingers but i just couldn't get a grip, i refused to move my chest out of his face...



so he undid the button and the zipper and freed that nice thick cock for my hand to wrap around that cock i felt him stiffen to full hardness as i wrapped my fingers around him i licked the head of his cock so pleased to find a drop of his pearly cum waiting on the tip for my eager nimble tongue to lap up...



i had enough he made me ask for it out loud i told him to fuck my tits, please fuck my tits and as he was fucking my tits i craned my neck down and licked him as he thrust into my cleavage, i wanted to make him ask for it i wanted to make him beg me to suck his dick but i had gone so long without cock i couldn't wait i dived down on him, as deep as i could i gave him that great head i can only give to just the right size dick, big enough to push into my throat as held my breath and try to swallow as long as i could taking those deep gasping breaths and swallow and suck...



it was fast but furious and he came down my throat just the way i love it, i am so glad to have my treat i love to swallow that hot juicy load at the end of a good blow job, what a wonderful way to kick off the fun in Florida for me...



i also got some great news about the local swingers club and hope to check one out soon...

last night at the club...

well i am writing this from Florida my plane got here around 8 and now i am finally free to log on, just letting everyone know I'm here safe and sound, i had a good time at the club last night but because i wont be home until late march it felt like it might be my last night at the club...



we tied one on and i mean strong until i was buttered like bread most of the night was a blur but i do know i was having a horrible problem, i couldn't get off, that never happens to me and finally after many attempts a certain man got it right.



still it was great fun to hang out with friends and have the pressure off of me, i had so much other shit i was freaking out about that i didn't even care if i got anybody else off and i think that stress played a big part in me not being able to cum...



in another way it was almost my last night at the club for real and i am so sorry, what happened was i hit and i mean hit on hard several women hanging out in the dance room, i was all touchy grabby and i was to aggressive to the point where a women felt the need to complain, i was horrified to be taken aside and given the no means no talk,



i take full responsibility i am so incredibly sorry to have made anyone feel uncomfortable, in the future i will be so much more careful, this will not happen again. that doesn't change what has passed and i feel awful. i was stressed out beyond belief and more than drunk, but that is no excuse for bad behavior this is one of those cases of knowing better but not doing better.



so even though the night was rough i had a wonderful time, i just wanted to say I'm so sorry. now I'm off to bed and tomorrow i take my sister to start her treatment. I'm so scared right now so keep me in your thoughts for tomorrow.

scenes from an orgy

how i start my orgy day... i was up way to late the night before and i needed to meet one of our our special helper before i could check into the room so i was at steak-n-shake chugging some coffee and sharing breakfast with the amazing alwaysaladytat who had let me pick her for the party so there would finally be two women there before noon for all my lunch break visitors...



we get all checked in and the room was nice the layout was ideal for a party like this and the price reasonable so i think this may become our new party palace... since i had been up playing late the night before and mornings are so not my thing i had to hop into the shower as everyone got into the room and made themselves at home...



i of course set myself to work as soon as i was out of the shower, sucking one man hard so he could fuck me while i gave head to the rest it wasn't 10:30 yet and 6 men were in the room most of them ready to go. so i sucked the first man until he was rock hard and then as i motioned the other man to lie down and let me suck him the first man started to fuck me doggy style i love that sensation of being full of cock from both ends, but the man who i was sucking got off on it which is fine there were plenty others but i was having so much fun getting them off that most of the men came before they even had a chance to fuck me...

after getting the first six men off in my mouth and two with my pussy i was cum drunk and i stayed that way the rest of the day... it took me so long to write because i am having a hard time remembering details things might be garbled or out of order but if i say it happened it did, and after powering through that stack of men i was flat on my back getting fucked from both ends thinking to myself what a wonderful way to spend a day...

finally around 11:30 i needed a cigarette and some air so i tapped out and went to watch the inauguration what an amazing day for America...

survivoirs party

the orgy was a wild success, what a great group when we all get together to play you will have to be sure to check it out on the other profile...

meanwhile i decided to have myself a little survivors party at the swingers club on Wednesday night after the orgy was done. well i was on my way when my sister called, she had received some bad news from her oncologist about her upcoming chemotherapy treatment, instead of doing it on the weekends they want to have her do both radiation and chemotherapy together for the next six weeks solid. I am of course going to head to Florida... do i have any fans in Tampa... i will be gone for quite a while almost two months i sat in the parking lot on the phone making my arrangements.

finally i was able to go in, it was late and most of the crowd had gone home or closed the doors, i wandered around and settled onto a couch to watch some porn and see who went by... my pussy was still pretty sore from the marathon fuck fest of the day before so i decided to hop on the symbian and give it a good massage...

i striped down and saddled up finding a happy buzzing place, when two of the silver foxes that had been wondering around came by the room to watch and when one started to stroke himself i motioned for him to come over to me so that i could suck his dick, he was just so happy he couldn't keep from crying out as i brought him off while i was rubbing my tender lips on that huge powerful vibrator. he stepped back and the other man came up then he came up again because i was sucking his dick for him while i was getting off on the symbian.

they both cleared out leaving me riding alone and when my pussy had enough i got off. then i moved so that i could massage my back with the other symbian it was great but a girl came by wanting the machine so i cleared out went back to the love seat and porn again, i was thinking about taking my pants back off when a man who had passed by several times started up a conversation, i asked him to fuck me but he had to make it a quickie so no one would notice something is hot about a man fucking me with his pants still on. we went hot heavy hard and very quick then i cleaned up and called it quits.

wish one of the cocks from the party had been there or maybe several but it seems i was the only survivor. after fucking and sucking for 16 hours i still went to bed horny the next night, i just love the way I'm wired. hope everyone else had as much fun as i did...

squirter school

So if youve been following along you know that i am a huge fan of female ejaculation, ecspecialy when its mine and i am trying to learn how to squirt more regularly. i have been chatting with a certain couple here [member cmasterrandall] about squirting.
well after consideration i decided to try a session at master randalls squirter school, anything for education right, so i arive at his home talk to the girls and was totaly at ease, once i was comfortable we moved to his sex room, you might call it a dungeon but it was well lite and very very well equiped.

after a talk about my limits, intrests and experiance he and his lovley assistant, who was the star of a hot dream i had later i cant wait to taste her, so they strip me down and set me up on his medical exam table,

sometimes when i cum i try to control myself my body and how i react because i worry about hurting someone when i am flayling around so to take that concern away from me he bound me. tying the rope around my breast to hold my upper arms close to my chest then wraping my wrists he put my ankles into a wooden stock to keep them spread and used the rope to suspend them in the air, my body fully restrained like it had never been before,

he put a training bit into my mouth to help with the noise he was sure i would make, and when i was ready he got out the hitachi to warm me up, we wernt 15 minutes into playing before i squirted the first time, coming so hard my vision went blank for just a second. the total release was so much more powerful with my entire body bound like it was,

then he hooked up his tens machine, a device used for electrical acupuncture, which i have tried and loved, that can also be used for sexual pleasure which i hadnt tried yet but was very into, so he attched the pads to my thighs, and played with current untill we found a pleasent pulse,
while he was doing this his lovley assistant attached nipple clamps onto my tight little buds, caressing my breasts and pulling she was a total comfort to me when i might have paniced she was there with her gentle eyes and comforting hand on my breast...

then it was time for the probe, it was small but wow when he turned the current on it felt
incredable, but as anyone who has been lucky enough to get into me can tell you i have a horible habit when im excited i sqeeze things out, i cant help it and i was ubber excited so to keep the device inside my pussy and to free his hands up he used duck tape to hold the toy in place inside of me,

at this point i was hovering on that sweet edge of cumming my whole body vibrating on a differant plane. he placed the hitachi against my clit with the gentlest of touchs and it was all i could take, i came and i came and i came harder wetter faster then i ever had before,
i came so hard i squirted in buckets i could hear my cum splashing on the exam table the floor and whatever might have gotten in its way as it flooded out of me, i came so hard i could feeling splashing back agaist the tape onto my pussy. i didnt even think girls could squirt with something in them but hot dam i did,
that was so amazing my body is almost shaking at the memory of it, i was so overwhelmed with sensation and play didnt stop there now the room was flooded with the musky smell of sex and cum my ejaculation filling the air with that scent of joy,
he keept at my pussy bringing me off again and again in about an hour i had cum more then i do in three days, he truly is a master at what he does with your body, and all i can say is you must see master randalls squirter school for yourself.
this is one treat you can give yourself or a loved one that you wont be sorry about, spending an hour with him i learned just where to touch that vibe to set me off like a light now if i can just learn to tie a knot i will be deadly...
so thank you sir for such wonderful attention and for my lesson in squirting, im so glad to have given you a chance, and im also glad you helped me push my boundries back some...

wow just what i wanted...

Alright you know if you read the last post i have a wild story from Friday night but i will have to tell it later because Saturday night was just to good, it was everything i wanted for my first bi-party and i will most defiantly be doing this again and soon. it was a intimate gathering mostly people i knew and one new friend, i picked up the other lady who was coming to play and watch with me, i loved her response earlier this month when i asked what she thought about seeing bi men playing together she told me she always cums faster watching bi porn which now that Ive done my research i can agree with that...

so she and i arrive and unload our toy bags, it was like a dildo convention, strap-on and lube left and right we all just chatted watched a little old school porn and stripped down for action, the play was amazing seeing men suck each others dicks is a wonderful sight, especially when you can tell they love it, when they are plunging like they just want more, we played in rounds all of us sucking and handling each other, when we moved onto the bed it was quite the pile all six of us rubbing a whole bottle of baby oil everywhere, shiny skin slipping and slapping after playing with several toys i saw just what i wanted my special friend was relaxing so i bent him over on the bed and held him open while i put the condom on our hosts hard dick, i lubed my friends ass up and spread them... then i held that cock and guided it into his tight little asshole, it was his first time and I'm so happy he told me this was on his bucket list because i love collecting peoples cherry's and it was so fucking hot to watch i cant wait to see our pictures...

yep that's one crossed of the list for both of us. i always wanted to see male anal action and he wanted to receive it. gotta love it when things work out like that, we had a rip roaring x-rated wonderful time, and i for one cant wait to do it again, I'm sorry to everyone who wasn't able to attend because it was on a weekend and out in the country. plans are being made to have the next one near downtown and on a weekday so maybe we will see some more fun soon, and to everyone who was there i hope you had as much fun as i did, thank you all so much for making my fantasy come true...

thank you all...

i owe a huge thank you to everyone here on aff for the support and the prayers, i am spiritual but not religious so it seems odd to ask for prayers from others when that is such a personal decision, i know that prayer can do so many amazing things and when as mere humans we face the huge issues like mortality, emotions and family. prayer is in a way our only guidance our vent and our guide rail towards those goals we keep setting on the horizon.

for me prayer is very personal and i celebrate it in two different ways. in the form of meditation i use prayer to visualize what i want my reality to be, anyone who knows about the theory's behind the power of positive thought teachers such as Chopra and Dwyer. i believe we have the power of attraction and with practice we attract to ourselves what we desire. i also use prayer in the traditional speak your thoughts to God way.

i use traditional prayer to request, protest and praise. it is my way of requesting things i know are beyond my power to provide for myself, such as health, wealth, comfort and outer peace, in other words a calm world around me. prayer is a great way to protest the things that bother you in the world the unfairness that you see .those things that happen that just make your gut go oh god no, and most of all prayer is the best way to offer praise it is a time for affirmation and joy to celebrate the gifts that appear in our lives.

i keep many of you in my prayers. i wanted you to know that the kind words and thoughts that you are sending my way make a world of difference to me. as far as prayer for my sister goes please remember her, her doctors and her family in your prayers when faced with a problem like cancer all we can do is pray for her. so thank you, thank you for your comments on the blog, for the emails that remind me i am thought of, and for just keeping us in your prayers however you might pray...

doing my research

im so excited the date has been set for my bi-party and i cant wait to see all the guys playing, saturday is coming so quick and i am doing my reaseach watching a ton of bi porn, some of it is so fucking hot i lose my focus and have to rub one off and start all over...



i cant wait to see every one play and expand their boundries a little i mean that is what its all about right, i only hope i well enough by then to play along instead of just watching, i have a little confession to make i have never seen male to male anal sex in person before, im so excited i think this is just gonna rock i have been watching a lot of porn and i think one of the hotest things i have see is where these two men were in a 69 sucking cock and another man mounted the guy on top and just started fucking him and you could see how it made his cock pump the man under him so while he was getting his ass fucked the other man was getting his face sucked and this man in middle stayed on target better then i could have he didnt miss a lick of that cock he was sucking on.



i know so many people get grossed out by the whole gay man thing but i think they just dont understand bi it is a desicon to enjoy others sexual without discrimnation against one sex or another, personaly i dont have a dick so i cant say its true for sure but i would think a guy could give way better head i know women are for the most part better at eating my pussy and i like to think im better then most men, i know there are straight people in the world who just dont want to know about it, but if they gave me half a chance i could sway them to the dark side, and i want to say once and for all there is nothing gay about letting a man suck your cock at a bi party. not everyone has to or even should if you arent comfortable with it, but lord knows i cant wait to see a man take a steaming load in the face...



this is the way group play is meant to be enjoyed no people who need to be in the other room during that kind of play, only people who want to feel good and make others feel good, the goal should be to make everyone in reach get off as often as they can, but somehow because of social taboos and personal fears this kind of play has to have its own place, well im just happy i can be a part of it and i can say for sure now that i have done my homework i cant think of anything that turns me on more then a man who isnt afraid of cock, more then that i like men who enjoy it as much as i do, someone who will swap some tips with me and i dont mean by grabing my hair,



so i want to make a speacial thank you to the man who is hosting for this specail intrest party and also a thank you to all the men who have asked for invitations, im sorry for the short notice but i hope you all can cum...

this blog aint bullshit

I had such a wonderful time last night that i have to post about it today, I'm getting the order of my blog all fucked up but i just took an opportunity last night to prove this blog ain't bullshit, i mean what i say here and when i say i eat a mean pussy i mean i can make your kitty purr... I'm not talking about some pussy flicking tonging for five minutes before i pull back and finger you i mean i need a t-shirt that says "look ma no hands" style long deep licking like I'm starving kind of pussy eating most women only read about...

Last night i went out the club again i know three nights in one week i really am a sex junky but this was a date that had been set last month, I'm so glad that i went i meet a couple to give them an introduction and a tour. a taste of some girly action then ended up meeting friends from ISF who were hanging out there, it was a fun crowd and my guest seemed to enjoy visiting with them as much as i did, i even got carried away and joined in on the pole dance contest...

anyway as we all hung out things got more and more risque and there was this one particular fox who had my eye since new years, something is so nice about the hunt about watching and waiting for the right time to press her buttons, i took every chance i could to play with her breasts and ass to kiss and lick her even to rub her feet and suck a toe or two...

she was doing a dirty dance with a drunken little blond who pulled her back and laid her out on a table, to eat her pussy out i dashed over and clamped onto a nipple, the other girls boyfriend came over and she was distracted so i tried to help her off the table so we wouldn't get in trouble for playing on a table top, but i didn't want to break the mood when i could tell the other girl hadn't gotten her off, so i just walked her back to the stage she laid out and wrapped one leg around the pole as i dove into that hot wet yummy pussy, i enjoyed eating her every bit as much as i thought i would, licking in a frenzy i forgot all about the crowd and bent into my work loving the way her pussy felt all over my face her clit just getting more and more swollen a pearl in my mouth, i would work her close, spank her hot ass, pull back just to build her up higher i really wanted to make a great first impression, she was using her leg on the pole to lift her body up to meet my mouth doing a shoulder stand so i could have full access to her pussy and when she came she shattered shaken pulling her legs together she rolled to her side and i held her for a moment just letting her cool my breasts pressed into her back...

i didn't have enough control to let her rest long and while i held her in my arms i turned her for a kiss so she could taste her sweet juices on my lips, and once turned i opened her thighs to my hand so i could bring her off just one more time, i held her close to me as i pumped my hand in out over her hot spots, making her cum for me flowing over my hand to puddle on the stage. she sprayed her joy for me all over my hand and i was so happy to have pleased her like that. i helped her stand and she said something about me being good at eating pussy, and i just had to point out my blog isn't bullshit i mean what say here, and there is nothing i love to eat more than pussy...

i went into the other room for a drink and was reminded that everything we had done on the stage had been seen by the crowd in the other room because of the TV i had forgotten all about it in my pussy fever, but from the comments i received nobody minded the little show and i couldn't have been happier to get my lips on her anywhere anytime anyway i could have...

My favorite four letter word...

I want to take a moment to talk about something important to me, my favorite four letter word is LOVE i know, admit it, you shudder a little inside when you hear it. so often the four letter word of love equals in our brains pain and with good reason i don't know anyone ever who has felt the exhilarating high of hope and love with out having that plunge into despair and pain.

i understand being afraid of love sometimes i wish i had enough sense to be afraid of these feelings but instead i have just learned to like the pain, or at least stand it, because I'm in love with falling in love i am thrilled by those moments in the beginning when your gut hits your throat and you just want to tackle your special cuddle bug, i know if life follows its natural course that will turn into a desire to throttle not tackle and your cuddle bug becomes just another pest.

i don't like tie downs, i am afraid of intimacy, i can not commit, and i practice [post 1638905 Polyamory] i love more people than most and right now I'm falling hard for a special someone, my other loves have clear lines that i will not cross no matter how much i love them or because i love them, they each have their hearts elsewhere which i not only understand but encourage we all need our one counter part our witness in life.

what i left out of my hippie free love rant in the last post about love when i say i love everyone i sleep with it is a little misleading, a better way to say what i mean is that i love every one i connect with if you can figure that out, but some people i love a little and other people i love a lot and right now i have a handful of men i love truly love and i know my love for one is no less special for him because i share it with the others love is not a limited resource i can run out of, and if you are lucky enough to have my love cherish it and let it grow see what we can be together

i feel that for everyone i have ever loved i am a better person for it no matter how it ended. that love makes its mark on my soul. I know i leave myself open and even asking for pain, those days when you say good bye to the love and curl into a ball to mourn its loss, but the pain is better then to never have felt anything at all, it is what has made me such a strong women to have loved and lost so much in this world and what i want to say here is that you don't need to see that i don't get hurt, no pain will break me it only wounds then fades, but you should see to your own heart you know better then i do what you can take, and i do i will in the end leave you when we see our time together is done i refuse to ride dead horses.

all this to say don't be scared i already love you, and i want you to know that love is great and healing and can fill you up and i have enough for both of us, so don't be scared i will toe any line you draw just know my heart is on that line and it is yours already to do with as you please...

humiliation (jeff use this)

girls if you really wanna get fucked tell him all about it, if you want him to fuck you like he hates you humiliate him while hes trying to do it. It was a few weeks ago at the swing club and i was hooking up with a man i had meet several times and didn't particularly like, he has one of those attitudes like I'm lucky he let me suck his dick... yeah right... but anyway after i went down on him to get his tiny dick hard... i mean very tiny... let me be clear i like dicks in all shapes and sizes and the small ones can be as much fun as the big ones if you know what your doing with it but he doesn't... my preferred penis would be 5-8 inch's but fully hard hes pushing 4 and I'm being nice... so anyway i get his little dick hard and he wants to fuck me, he has this whole Dom thing going on where he thinks I'm not worthy which pisses me off so i decided to teach him a lesson i got on the bed face down ass up, with the door open... once we had a little crowd gathered around i began the humiliation process, first i asked if he was in yet i couldn't feel him, so he pushed as hard as he could then i asked if he was gonna fuck me or just stand back there... this was while he was fucking me, i told him maybe he needed one of the other guys to show him how.... i kept it up the whole time he was trying to fuck me i know the men watching were laughing but they must thought i was a bitch... still i was tired of fucking with this little pecker head who wouldn't listen to me when i tell him i would rather we didn't play together, that i thought we weren't compatible... hint hint meaning i don't want you to fuck me, but he persists so i humiliated him... not my normal behavior anyone who knows me would have been shocked that i could be such a cold and ruthless bitch... but with my constant teasing and prodding he did fuck me right that one last time... then he agreed with me at last that we just were not gonna be compatible... still if you want him to fuck you like he hates you, wait tell he starts the shout out, come on fuck me don't play around get started....

instant karma

OK this is just another vivid reminder to myself that i suffer or enjoy instant karma, about the time that daddy was posting that entry about humiliation i was suffering some myself. I am not a bitch simply unprovoked i try to use my bitch force for the power of good and not evil, and i did warn the man i was with that i was drunk and for me that means the bitch flag unfurls, he knew he was cruising for a bruising with me.





but back to karma as that post was going up i was in the hospital and my mom decided to do me a favor while she was grabbing me some cloths to wear when i checked out, she decided to unpack my bags, boy I'm glad i didn't bring my big toy bag but all the same i was horrified to come home and see she had arranged my makeup in a box. along with my stack of condoms a handful of rubber gloves and a bottle of my favorite lube. OMG I'm so embarrassed i wish i had known i would have hidden it better instead. speaking of humiliation that is so embarrassing i cant even say then when i realize it i asked her if we needed to have a talk or if i could just be mortified...





she said she didn't wanna talk about it she was just glad that i was using them if i needed them, which is nice but still it was way more awkward then i could ever describe to you, thank goodness i didn't pack any of my vibrators or god forbid the strap on i would have blushed my way back into a fever. How many of you have been in a similar boat going on vacation and packing something embarrassing...

Birthday Bash

so last Saturday a friend from my little group was celebrating her birthday and what better way to celebrate a birthday then with great group sex lots of liqueur and a new Hitachi... i had a wonderful time being the guest instead of the hostessi arrived early to soak in the hotel hot tub and get settled in the room i was sharing with my friends for our own little after party, and since the birthday girl was a little late we were sitting around and goofing off for far to long, and i for one was drinking a stiff and wicked mix of vodka and monster juice...we finally get everything settled and head down to the bar to meet up with friends and take over for the night, i was sent in advance to get the lay of the land and look for people i wouldn't recognize, so there i am with a friend trying to scope out the whole bar, being my friendly self i just found some people asked if they were with our party, they said they were not yet but wanted to be. so we hung for a while and after an offer i followed them to their room and we shared a little peace pipe and some laughs.back at the bar i rejoined the crowd now most of the party was at the bar and birthday girl had bought a bottle of tequila rose from the bar so we all had to do our birthday shoots, the whole party was there and the numbers were nice it was 3 girls 6 guys the kind of orgy almost every man dreams of, we drank our way out of the bar and back to the birthday girls suite so the fun could start. now while i was getting my bag the birthday girl had someone who wanted to eat her pussy, so he lays her out and starts. i cant resist a challenge and i was drunk enough to talk shit so after letting him try for a bit i offered to show him how to eat a women out right, then i did and i loved hearing her very vocal instructions to eat her out good and she sealed the deal with omg Cory you are so good at that before she came down my neck with her squirting juices...we were loud and hot it was the kind of girl on girl action that makes men stand at attention for you so the birthday girl got the first cock of the night and since my mouth was now empty i moved over to my friend watching from a chair and sucked him off in my mouth. another friend had brought a strap on so after we wore out the real cocks in the room i strapped into the strap on and lubed up that big jelly dong, it was so hot to bend her over and ride that hot wet pussy, it was a wonderful new experience for me. i had fucked men with a strap on before but this was my first chick and i did my best. i fucked till my legs were shaking and i was afraid i would fall down.we took a little smoke brake and then i jumped in the Jacuzzi with a friend so we could soak together, another friend wandered in and i had him hop in the tub with us to make it a tight squeeze, but that's OK we are some friendly people so i had one sit on the edge of the tub and i sucked him off I'm my mouth guzzling his dick. while the other man took care of my hot and tender pussy bring my off over and over until we had to stop before i totally lost my mind,if i was a good girl i would have written all this down Sunday like another friend who was there whose post you really should check out [post 1745415 Nothing Says Happy Birthday Like Group Sex] but since i was just trying to sleep it off that day and have been pretty busy since. now as i am writing this now all i have are out of order flashes of the night at one point we turned on the web cam and played talking to fans online and giving them a clear picture of what kind of fun we have at our parties.another friend had camera and a few moments of play stand out in my mind, one of the men there that was a friend of the birthday girl was standing over her head as it was leaning back off the edge of the bed he was working on giving her a nice creamy facial, so i stepped in behind him and got myself a handful of balls and a nipple to play with while i licked his neck and talked dirty for the camera.another highlight was when a man had the birthday girl in missionary position and she asked someone to give her some DP, so i got behind him and reached between his thighs with my lubed up hand and worked her throbbing little asshole over with my hand while he crammed that hard hot cock in her pussy, we were all being very vocal for the camera she would say oh yeah that feels good in my ass and i would call back you like having all three fingers crammed in that asshole don't you...another hot point for me was when the other girls were taking a break and a friend of mine set me up for a good time with on man latched on each nipple one licking and nibbling my neck and a fourth man used the new Hitachi on my over aroused clit. it was a wild monkey sex moment and by monkey sex i mean my moans became screeches think call of the wild and i came like three times in a row that last time i came so hard i flew up off the bed like something out the exorcist, and starting laughing hysterically because if i cum that hard my pussy is ticklish and off limitsand i think the hottest point of the night at least for me was a scene of squirting that was straight out of a porno. we were all either working on the birthday girl or close by watching when she says take your finger out I'm gonna squirt so the lucky man with his finger in her pussy pulls it out and sits back on his heels, the room went into slow motion and she squirted an arch about three feet soaking and i mean like a hose soaking the man kneeling between her legsso on that hot wet note i will leave you, because now i need a cigarette from telling about how hot it was god bless my memory what a comfort it will be in my old and lonely days to think back and have such hot memories to keep me warm...

NYE from 1-3

I'm breaking format because we broke the rules, the hours from 1-3 in the morning of my new years day rocked and we played straight through, there were so many people in the room when they came to kick us out that they let us stay this time. if you recall i had just wrapped up with my new blond friend and she and i were sitting and petting while the men milled around us, her boyfriend leaned in and gave me a great big sloppy kiss,

"Ive wanted her to do that forever" i wasn't sure what he meant so i asked and he explained it had been her very first girl on girl encounter, another cherry for my collection, so she and i talked about what she had liked and why then i manged to get an invite from them to a huge party the weekend of my birthday nasty in the natty, I'm so looking forward to it,

when the girl i was waiting for arrived at the larger room we had moved into, she came ready to play she was already running around naked her hot body giving the men around us semi's her confidence and desire did the rest as she leaped on the bed and started to devour the cock closest to her mouth, it was so hot to see her in action.

i knew what she wanted was some good wild fucking and then some hot DP action, which i was eager to see so she would mount a man and get to working on his cock throwing her body up and down his length with such energy i think the first three guys got off before we could ever get to putting that second cock in her ass, but as she was on the next man and she was sucking the dick before her, she pulled her head up and said she wanted a man in her ass hole right now.

so i grabbed the first semi hard cock and started to suck until i could roll a rubber on for her and direct him in between her firm round ass checks, omg it was so fucking hot to watch i forgot who i was doing and looked on mystified. i love seeing people doing something that hot and to watch her work all three cocks like that was mind blowing, we were playing and being loud and had about a dozen people hovering around the room, many working on their own erections so i slipped into my favorite roll as ring leader and fluffer,

"whose gonna fuck her next i would ask" then i would suck his cock totally stiff and put on the rubber so he could fuck her, i think she didn't take a break at all in those two hours, it was just a steady train of fucking every cock i could get at attention, i was working the crowd talking new men into the room as we wore out the old, two poor men i was fluffing came in my mouth they were so eager and turned on by what they could see hear and smell in the room,

there was even a man with a double digit dick one of those 10+ inch dick the kind that are so big they are hard to get hard, well i sucked him up and since she was busy i told him to fuck me first, it was hot and i got off on that overfull feeling but it didn't take 5 min for it to go from oh to ouch and so i swapped his rubber and sent him her way where she took it with out a flinch,

after about a quarter to three we had depleted all the men around us, and i for one felt like i had just taken on an army and won, so we were catching our breath and taking that post hot intense group sex minute to collect our wits when security came to let us know it was time to wrap things up and get a move on, all i can say is i hope the rest of my year is as hot as the first day of the year was, by three i was sober enough to drive so i packed it in and called it a morning.

thank you to all of the wonderful friends i made last year, and in advance to all the friends i will make this year because i know how wonderful you all are, and thank you to the men and women who helped me ring this year in right, it was just so much fun i cant wait to do it again....


playing in the last room, mona getting dp while i was a happy fluffer, ending the night on a very high note...

NYE from 12-1

my friend got the keys to another room and the two girls who meet me at the club were supposed to meet us in the room so we could watch the hot chocolate mama get some good DP action, so i grabbed the men i knew and headed to the room to wait, we were loitering in the room waiting for the other girls when my new blond friend came into the room,

i figured since we were waiting anyway why don't we play while we wait so i spread her out on the bed holding her legs back and going to town on that hot wet snatch, the men getting the right idea crowed around and gave her a nice cock to suck on and muffle her screams and moans as she was gushing all over my face and the bed, we were having so much fun we attracted a pretty large crowd and i noticed a bright light on her pussy, and it wasn't from oxygen deprivation, it was a led flashlight, how hot is that so moved my head to the side and spread her lips wide so every one could see and from the side i flicked my tongue across her pebble of a clit until she squirted for everyone to see, it was a breathtaking sight.

after that the man she was sucking on rubbered up and started to fuck her silly and i was horny to the point of crazy so i lay down beside her and my friend started to fuck me, the four of us rocking the bed, feeling wonderful but it was only making me more and more horny. we all got off in rounds and stepped back for a breath and a smoke, then another friend said he had a key to a larger room since we were still waiting for more people to join us.

so we cleaned up the room rolled up the sheets and then we moved the party to the next room leaving behind a man to let the girls know where to find us when they showed up, i wasn't waiting i was having a wonderful time. what a great way to start the next year, covered in cum and fucked silly, i set out the lube and rubbers in the next room ready to see the DP action happen...

eating out the squirter girl while she gave head another man fucked me, then making her squirt with the flash light shining. learning it was her first time with a girl and she loved it, four fucking on the bed then waiting for the girls.

NYE from 11-12

as i was heading back downstairs a pretty blond with her robe tied just loosely enough for me to see her lush breasts, she tells me she saw what i had done with the cougar in the swing and wanted to know what it felt like, i told her i would love to play with her in the same chair if she wanted to, we were just going downstairs and i needed a smoke so i told her to find me and we would get that curiosity taken care of...

i went down and was filling my drink when i noticed two women arriving that i was meeting there, i headed to the door to meet them and take their coats and make introductions to my friends who were hanging around, we made our drinks visited for a little when i introduced them to my friend the lizard man and bragged about his piercing, one of the girls said she would like to feel that so when he said lets do it now we grabbed a key to start another round of the fun,

we got a little room and me and my two girlfriends headed to the room with this lucky man to give him a taste of the rare FFMF foursome, we stripped him down and as i sucked his cock, giving him the best head i could while one of the other women sat on his face her hot ass stuck out right in my line of sight, the other women had her Hitachi on plugged in and on her clit by this time so we were playing good, and after a nice shuddering time riding his face she started to ride him and i watched while he played with my pussy rubbing my clit and fingering me.

after a while of that and flipping and more i reached and did a little clit assist helping my friends get off, and then we lay happy campers for sec to catch our breath and clean up the room. i needed another drink so i left my friends to their own devices and headed downstairs where i ended up talking to one of the women who wanted some DP, i wanted to talk to a few of the guys i know and we agreed to meet upstairs in a little bit. while i was running around i found the blond with her boyfriend on the dance floor i let her know i was headed upstairs,

i sat in a chair across from the glider just waiting for her, glad to see her show up i couldn't wait to see her cum. i went to town on her pussy licking like i was starving for pussy, she was wet, with a little blond downy fuzz on her pussy and i felt like a man striking oil when i learned first hand i had found my self a squirter, she came three times spraying on my face soaking me with her cum and i couldn't have been happier then to have stood up covered in her lovely lady spunk, what a wonderful way to end an old year we went downstairs to count down to midnight getting our glasses and kissing like fools everyone in reach when midnight struck.

I knew it was gonna be as good a start to the new year as earlier in the night had been a great way to end the last year, i want to send a special thank you to all of the wonderful friends i met in 2008, it has been an amazing year but i think the best is yet to come...




a foursome for lizard man. eating out the squirter in the glide

NYE from 10-11

so i went downstairs and freshened up my drink and did some serious fixing on my hair, when i saw a friend i had seen at few of the meet and greets i went to hanging out looking friendly so i sat and we chatted for a little bit, one of the men i had brought as a guest joined us and we were discussing how important it was at a place like the swingers club to ask for what you want if you want to get it. girls might hop on your dick if you ask them to but even the aggressive ones want some kind of a nod from you. if your lucky most of the times you get what you ask for.



taking my hint he in all earnestness asks if that's the case why do i wanna get a room, i said no but i was just fucking with him because the set up had been to perfect. we grabbed a key and i tramped back upstairs to a little room where i sucked him hard made him fuck me until his legs gave out then made him get himself off in my mouth it was as hot as one on one gets if you ask me, and i was thinking to my self i should have given him a second look back in September when i first saw him



so i strip the bed and am running to get the sheets when i see one of the men i came with and a super hot cougar making out on the love seat she was astride his lap her shoes off her skirt around her waist and her perfect ass hovering in mid air i just wanted to dive in and forget the sheets but i am a good girl at heart so i went back to the room finished tidying up and dashed back to the couch i was sad to see she was now sitting beside him almost covered, he asked how i was doing or something and i said good but the view was better a minute ago,



she asked if i liked what i saw and i told the truth that i thought it was great and i made me wanna get on all fours and dive right in, i had seen this women several times there she is there often and always caught my eye but gives off the I'm not here to meet chicks vibe so i have just been friendly with her in passing thinking her way out of my league, but it was my lucky night and like we had been saying earlier ask and you shall receive right, so she hops back on his lap and i drop to all fours like a soldier doing a drill. i have never tried to eat pussy from behind like that and i was just hot enough for her and her sweet pussy tasted just good enough i didn't mind that i was doing a little riming with my cunnilingus,



so i licked her from asshole to clit over and over until i was sure she had come at least once on my face maybe twice, and i asked if i could move her into the glider so i could really do it right, well she went along with me and spread her legs those black silk thigh highs against her silky white skin her hot hairless pussy waiting for my attention. i didn't make her wait long i dove right in starting to zero in on her clit and then i turned my head so i could lick across it instead of just up and down then back to flicking then moving down to fuck her with my tongue, she was wild with it shaking and cumming so hard it would lift her out of the seat twice she had to clamp her thighs around my ears but i wouldn't let up just licking and licking



her cum had that great tangy taste not bitter just tart and she came hard enough i could tell when i was doing something right but what was most amazing was when i would thrust my tongue inside of her she had one of those pussy's that clamps on and sucks you in, it was like a vacuum effect and one of those rare occasions when i wish i had a penis so i could have felt her clamp onto that, she was tasty and tight and i licked until she made me stop it was so fucking hot i could feel her dripping off my chin as i stood up, and a few of the men watching even applauded i think.



the moral of this story is if you want something ask for it, you just might get it if you. I'm sure glad i did. what an unexpected delight i sure hope i will be able to repeat... the friend who came to the club with me and was sitting with her made a comment on the NYE from 8-9 post about

what happened and what she had said to him so i think i will just paste it here since tjd57 said so well... "cory found me and another new friend that i had met on one of the couches and dove in between her legs from behind. this other women could not control her screams. we had quite a crowd gathered at this point. cory asked if she could take her to the "chair" where she could do better from the front. my new friend didn't hesitate for a moment. lets just say the screams and the involuntary convulsions gave proof to the moment-or should i say several minutes-of what this lady can do. my other new friend confided in me and said that she didn't consider her self bi but that had to be one of the best pussy eating's she has ever had! guess what i had to live up to later!" Sorry to brag but i think i can be proud because I'm sure a cougar like her has had her pussy eaten out a time or two before. I do love eating pussy and take pride in doing it well...



also while I'm telling about the NYE 8-9 post i did the hottest thing ever i have a special friend who loves my blogs and likes to let me know he reads them with one hand on his dick if you know what i mean. so i was over at his house and having a wonderful time when he logged on to aff to show me something else and i had a wonderful idea i looked at him and said " i should suck you dick while you read my blog" so we went to that post and i told him to read it out loud for me so i would know he was reading and i was so hot to hear about my fun while i went to town on his cock i loved it we never even made it to the end of the post... that is now my recommended method for enjoying this blog if possible have someone ready to suck you cock during the good parts...

NYE from 9-10

after our fun we headed back downstairs and i released the men i had brought into the general public, after making as many introductions for them as i could manage. I found my friend the Lizard man, who you might recall from my blog post about my first time on the symbian... and the several rides i have taken since. we caught up for a bit discovering we were both going into the new year with divorces planned.



we grabbed a key and headed up to roll around in the hay for a bit of slap and tickle, we lay and played rolled over and played some more his tongue ring on my clit driving me mad as he worked his fingers over my g-spot, making me a very happy camper, then i dove onto his pierced penis taking it all into my mouth until he was the one moaning with pleasure, until he was as hard as a rock and ready to fuck.



"i want you to fuck me now" and i got up on my knees and bent down my face on the bed as he poised behind me driving that barbell on the end of his cock into my pulsating pussy as i ground against him riding him as much as he was riding me he slapped my ass and grabbed a fistful of my hair as i bucked back against that hard hot cock. it was totally wow then he stopped he just pulled out and stood up, i looked over my shoulder ready to bitch or cry I'm not real sure, when he ordered me to roll over so he could see my tits and watch my face while i was cumming.



if i thought his piercing felt good doggy style it was amazing on my back and as he held my legs pressing them back on either side of my body opening me wide for his deep and meaningful thrusts, i don't think i have words for the orgasmic feelings that washed over me in wave upon wave, grabbing his nipples and playing rough with them, then putting my fist in his long glorious hair i ground my hips against his pelvis and we fucked just a good old fashion long fucking until once again i was shaken in my skin about to shudder off the bed as he made that last deep thrust to cum clamped inside my quaking pussy.



we even had time to lie still for a minute to catch our breath. the moment of peace in each others arms made me acknowledge how much i have become a wham bam thank you sir kind of girl. sad i know but that's me with my great fear of intimacy willing to have hot soul searing sex but afraid to lie for minute in your arms as we catch our breath. anyway we needed to get the key back and i was waiting to see the girls i was meeting so we headed back downstairs to hang around and watch the crowd...

NYE from 8-9

WOW and OMG what a wonderful night i had ringing in the new year, I was of course running late and freezing my ass off as I cruised around the loop headed for Kaza's. There I met two men who both wanted a new membership to the swingers club i attend. really who doesn't want to be a member, so after meeting up we headed over. the lobby was packed the place was so crowded we had to wait outside in the freezing cold, making me wish i had worn some hose with my tight and tiny black dress.



finally we get inside and i lead my merry little tour, short because the rooms were locked, both men easily kept up and i think they liked the place alright on sight, but to demonstrate the way that things worked i showed them how easy it was to get a key. well once we had a key i wondered why not use it, so in our room we all quickly agree to leave the door open, no chain or anything and i arrange the men so i can suck some cock while the other is fucking me from behind, my plump white ass wiggling in the air i sucked all i could as we gathered a little crowd,



the first man tapped out so the second man dove in and played hard and fast deep inside me, pounding out my nerves about the night and providing quiet the distraction i couldn't even keep giving head as i was fucked until i was screaming out, which grew an even greater crowd, i rolled over so the men could see my big tits and stroke them self's over me. i told them to cum on me, and they did it was porno hot and while i was there with men kneeling over me yet another man came into the room making it four of them,



i didn't even catch his name but oh i caught his attention as this young man dove between my legs then came up to fuck me while the roomful of men watched it was dirty and hot, fast and sweet it was amazing i was shaking with my pleasure and came all over his balls.



after getting off every one that i could i called it a break and we cleaned up the room heading down stairs, i had to laugh when i saw the clock. it was only a quarter after nine, this was gonna be a long and wonderful night and i was off to a super start.



as i made the rounds i saw many of my friends and stopped to chat up several of them, marking my targets for the night. i was thrilled to see several men who i would call proven quantity's... more to follow tomorrow it was such a great night i think i will break it up, so you can picture each part clearly...